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This Week: News & a Return

Well, it’s been awhile, as they say. I’ve been away from the internet since March; although I do really wonder if we can ever fully get away. It wasn’t a happy vacation, mind you. The pandemic continues to loom large in my mind, and even though cases of covid19 have slowed (and nearly stopped) in my ICU doesn’t mean it hasn’t been busy. There is just as much normal heartbreak, death and disease to be found at my hospital as ever–if not more. And my colleagues are getting restless, wanting life to return to normal and travel the world again; they’re getting burnt out and in desperate need of whatever they call rest. The hospital is tallying it’s “losses” from last year and trying to squeeze the staffing and supplies to make up some deficit.

It has been a long few months of near hopelessness. What can be changed to make things better? What will normal look like? What is even the point?

But I’m back to try again, to think about this messy world I inhabit–on the edge of life and death, between the sick and the living. To make meaning out of this whole thing, healthcare, the pandemic, life, health, humanity. I’ll start again today in earnest.

I have gone back over a few “drafts” I’d saved while in hibernation and published them. I can’t claim quality. But, it is what it is. I’m sure I’ll be in this position again, so forgive me. And join me. Below are some links I’ve accumulated in the past week, and I knew that the urgency I felt when saving these links meant I was ready to start writing again…


Homelessness & Mental Illness Make a Deadly Combination

At about 8:20 a.m., 94-year-old Leo Hainzl, took what would be his last walk with his dog, Rip, to Glen Canyon. He crossed paths with a man who’d slept on the streets of the neighborhood for years and had often menaced passersby through a fog of mental illness. Police said Peter Rocha, now 54, attacked Hainzl with a stick, causing him to fall, hit his head and die within hours at a hospital.

Read more at SF Chronicle: “San Francisco’s Mental Healthcare System Fails Two Men”

Another instance when a homeless person, Rocha, who lived in Glen Canyon for reportedly more than a dozen years cannot be helped by police–because he can simply refuse medical care. And so he was left on the streets, where his mental illness deteriorated and left untreated led to the psychosis that caused him to kill someone. A very sad case.

Homelessness is a public health problem. Mental illness is a public health problem. If we don’t find systematic ways to treat these problems, we will never help the people suffering from these conditions.


Crisis Response Teams in SF: Are They Helping?

The crisis teams were created as part of Mental Health SF, a major initiative to reform the city’s care system, which is often understaffed and overwhelmed. But Mental Health SF has struggled to get off the ground during the pandemic.

Supervisor Hillary Ronen, one of the architects of Mental Health SF, said the crisis response teams look like “a promising program.” But to be successful, she said, the city must increase its long-term care options, from case managers to residential treatment programs.

According to city data, 9% of the street crisis teams’ encounters have ended in a 5150, an involuntary mental health hold for those who are a danger to themselves or others. Meanwhile, 18% were transported to a hospital and 18% to a program such as residential care or drug treatment.

The majority of the crises are resolved on scene, which means the person is left where found. But it is unclear what happens to people after the team leaves.

Read more at “S.F. finally has a new mental health team to respond to homeless people in distress. Is it helping?” on SF Chronicle

A Series of Mistakes That Should Never Be Made

Jeannette Shields, 70, broke her hip while she was at the Cumberland Infirmary in Carlisle, North West England, where she was being treated for gall stones, BBC News reported. While she was in the hospital she buzzed for help to go to the restroom, but went by herself when she got no answer, and she fell and broke her hip after she got dizzy, her husband, John Shields, told the broadcaster.

She then had surgery to fix her broken hip, and the hospital told her husband that the procedure had gone to plan but “unfortunately they dropped her off the operating [table] after the surgery.”

John Shields, 78, said: “She had a great big bump on the back of her head and she just deteriorated and then she just passed away, just died… I’m really shocked.”

Read more at Newsweek, “Woman Dies After Being ‘Dropped’ on Floor Following Surgery”

Is Medical Culture the Problem?

A plastic surgeon wants to go back to basics, the very culture that is built into medicine during training, to address our healthcare system’s problems:

“Many factors contribute to our nation’s soaring medical costs, flagging clinical quality and the rising dissatisfaction of both doctors and patients. The one problem we continually overlook with tragic consequences is the flawed culture of medicine.”

–Read more “Op-Ed: How doctor culture sinks U.S. healthcare” at LA Times

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Doctors Share Mistakes Made by Other Doctors

I don’t want to say I’ve seen every.single.one of these things happen. But I’ve seen A LOT OF THINGS. It’s kind of funny, but only because it’s true. Sad face.
— Read on www.buzzfeed.com/ehisosifo1/doctors-sharing-mistakes-made-by-other-doctors

 

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2 observations from the week from hell, maybe 3 ok???

  1. Covid. Still everywhere & people are dying. It is going to take MONTHS, maybe the entire YEAR of 2021 to roll out the vaccines. Keep wearing your masks, stay home & stay distant.
  2. There are some heart attacks that should kill you, in my opinion. Maybe I’m just traumatized by my job, but when your heart is so damaged that you need A NEW ONE, it seems like life just wasn’t meant to be.
  3. People always talk about nurses not being able to pee for their whole shift. But when you extend that metaphor, having a job where you can’t sneak away to take a poop is also horrible. Gas pains hurt really bad!
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Taylor Swift Saves My 2020

This InStyle article captures perfectly, in the stories of healthcare workers ranging from psychiatrists to registered nurses, a feeling that I have also felt about Taylor Swift during this pandemic. One of awesome but quiet thankfulness. In a time when most of us are trapped alone in quarantine, driving to and from jobs that make us feel more isolated as we care for the sick and dying, “Folklore” came out to save us. It could bring together its listeners with a simple pensive mood, a reflective attitude towards life that seems more than fitting for the times. And one of the songs, “Epiphany,” although on one hand about Swift’s grandfather who fought at Guadalcanal is also a tribute to frontline healthcare workers during covid.

But Taylor Swift didn’t just come out with one album this year. Just as we were entering the darkest part of winter, the holiday season, and a part of the year when all of us that work in healthcare would see surges in covid bigger than our initial spring surges. For those of us who listen to music as a way to cope and who like Taylor Swift, the second album was like a surprise gift. And I am incredibly grateful for both albums.

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More memes please?

Ok if you insist!!!

You can also view over at Instagram (account is private for job reason, but go ahead and request me!).

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A Doctor Antimasker Gets Suspended & I Get Exposed to Covid Twice

As if the world isn’t shitty enough right now, patients of Dr. Steven LaTulippe can’t even trust that they’ll get good advice from their doctor. Or that he won’t give them covid.

It’s been reported that LaTulippe misinforms patients about masks repeatedly, and if they persist in asking questions–drops them entirely. ((See link at end of post)

Suspending his medical license was the right thing to do.how can he be a doctor if he clearly doesn’t believe in science???

This reminds me of how I feel about healthcare workers refusing the flu shot. I personally think it should be a mandatory condition of employment, unless you have a medical contraindication. There is absolutely no reason to not protect yourself but also your patients and fellow healthcare works from the flu as much as each years flu shot allows.

I don’t want to get sick because you’re an anti-vaxxer. Besides, if you don’t believe in science, should you really work in healthcare???

Speaking of keeping your fellow healthcare workers from getting sick, I received a disheartening call this Friday. My hospital’s covid tracking team was alerting me that I had been exposed to a fellow healthcare worker who was found to have covid. This exposure happened during the week of Thanksgiving.

The funny thing is, I had just heard through the rumor mill, as the saying goes, that I worked with someone who was now covid posit. Literally from one night to the next.

I feel like in that timeframe, this person definitely knew they had been exposed (or had just traveled for thanksgiving g.d.it) and probably had already taken a test–they were probably just waiting for results.

So, I’ve been exposed twice. And it’s not from taking care of patients. It’s from other f*cling healthcare providers. And I’m pretty pissed off. Do you know what I did for thanksgiving? I cancelled all my plans. I worked instead. I did not eat turkey or see my family. I won’t see them for Christmas either.

I’m toeing the line, doing my part not to get sick, not to get other people sick. This is especially important for nurses and other healthcare providers because we put our trust and our health in each other’s hands every single shift.

I should have my results by tomorrow. But then I’ll get tested again later this week. Should I go to work? Well, if the first result is negative, I feel like I could work but that I should definitely wear an N95 all shift. At least until I have a second test to cover the timeframe for the second exposure as well.

Stay healthy. Protect yourself and others by wearing a mask.

A Doctor Who Boasted That He And His Staff Don’t Wear Masks Has Had His Medical License Suspended
— Read on www.google.com/amp/s/www.buzzfeednews.com/amphtml/salvadorhernandez/doctor-masks-covid19-conspiracies-oregon-license-suspended

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Is this the covid vaccine we’ve been waiting for?

The same weekend that we finally got election results, we had good news about a covid vaccine as well. The phase 3 trials are showing 90% effectiveness against the virus, which is so much more that we expected.

The vaccine [by Pfizer and partner BioNTech] is the first to be tested in the United States to generate late-stage data. The companies said an early analysis of the results showed that individuals who received two injections of the vaccine three weeks apart experienced more than 90% fewer cases of symptomatic Covid-19 than those who received a placebo.

Read more at Covid-19 vaccine from Pfizer and BioNTech is strongly effective, early data from large trial indicate

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This is what I do to distract myself

Make memes to distract my friends…. where are you at today???

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Depression in Nurses: The Unspoken Epidemic – Minority Nurse

Depression in Nurses: The Unspoken Epidemic – Minority Nurse
— Read on minoritynurse.com/depression-in-nurses-the-unspoken-epidemic/

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Just one more meme?

Whoever coined the word “Twindemic” should be forced to work in my ICU during Twindemic season.